From Nov 2017 to Mar 2018, David got REALLY sick. Presumably from a walker-by sneeze in O’Hare International-wing airport. A chest cold became something far worse. Pneumonia, then Bronchitis, then no clear diagnosis. Culminating in 3 to 5 weeks of 1 hour sleep per night, followed by a full day’s Consulting work each new day, with 6 hours of travel each way per week.
On two particularly trying evenings, David asked for a return to health, or to be taken back (to die). It was that bad.
This led to a severe Reality check on David’s reality and who it was intended to “benefit”. Things would never be the same, for him nor those expecting near-death experiences of him, just to “make a F’g living”. After all, how MUCH money is truly required, to live a peaceful, decent life? Certainly not what he was putting himself through, to fund a larger than normal life-style.
This get-real moment, was no doubt part of the judgement he’d receive from his Ancestors, as their messages were passed on to him in his greatest time of need.
The low point was his passing out in an intersection while walking from a “Drs R Us” interim out-of-state medical solution, across the street to a Walgreens. Cars coldly beeping at him and shouting “get out of the Way, you F’g loser”. Compassion did not exist theIr. Further, he wasn’t able to easily share the experience without doubt and judgement from loved ones. Something had to change, and still must, as of 2020.
David spoke with his doctor in Oct 2020. He realized the combination of ups/downs and 32k elevation pressure, paired with many hours post work of stagnant attempts to heal his severe lung condition in a hotel bed, led to severe blood clot(s). It was likely SARS. The fellow who sneezed on him in the International wing was heading home to China. He’s lucky to be here. This realization has created a new understanding of freedom and sense of urgency, to live out his true purpose in the time he has left.
As I left my room for the last time in Iowa, I felt (beyond words) a deep desire for the entire World to experience what I had felt, towards the same realization of Unifying Connection. “Let them experience, as YOU and i just have.” – Harmony
Iowa, i owe ya. ; ). You pushed the poor expectations to the limit and forced me to reset on my Life purpose.
During the predicted 2020 Pandemic, i came to realize what I had requested, coming true. It remains to be seen, whether each self will welcome in the full reckoning.
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